holiday holiday....

i wish its over soon.. so bored at home dunno wat to do... missing sophia especially....
well at the start of the my holiday i spent at taiping for 3 days.. brought my comp though and it kept me occupied. bt i think last Monday i went and buy harry potter!! so fun!! and kan cheong the book!! hehe.... the story is so unexpected at the end and its just a good book to end the harry potter series.. go read urself if u wan to knw bout it... XD

well went to my dad's new place i dono where.. i juz know its south of slim river and b4 tanjung malim... dun care... and i found out my dad act became manager long time ago.. haha.. i tot my dad was still asst... fin reading harry potter there and had to do some typings for my mum... had to pay for my harry potter book...

then came bck slim river agen last sat.. so glad i came bck here... its juz no place like slim river.. small town, where u just kinda know everyone and everyone knws u... been to cc almost everyday to check whether exam result is on or not and whether sophs on... xp i went church last sunday, and i realise how dead it is my church hav been.. its nt the same as last time anymore... the lively church where i look to go everyweek... especially in worship.. i just cant sing in the worship session coz its just so bad... i cant play the guitar to accompany the piano anymore becoz the pianist is just not understandable.. i juz cant get and understand wat she wants to play... if ppl come here, they would juz wouldnt believe that im the worship coordinator of icf nilai bcoz my own church worship is horrible... tis weekend is my mum worship leading, juz hopt that i can do my best helping her lead the worship....

i told my parents bout sophia and they responded the way tat i didnt expected to... i expected them to nag and keep scolding for having yt another gf.. bt they seem to encourage me and ask bout soph, where is she from, wat is she doing in inti and many more... and they keep teasing me.. dunno y... u wan to knw how i tell them? well at 1st im strugglin and juz couldnt find a way to tell... then we passed by fga taiping and i told my parents tat theres this girl from this church message me last sem.. and they say wah later can bcome future gf and all those stuff... bt i decided to tell them the real story.. told them i dun wan ady coz i already gt... haha... and they lyk nv believe coz i long time nv dated ady.... hmm that encourage me a lot....

looking forward to next sem lor... cant wait to get going and find out my results... will try to study and play hard!! hehehe... my motto play is play study oso play... XD gtg lor.... the indian sitting next to me feet so busuk.. cannot tahan lyk lizard die smell.. haih... bb....

hurt yt excited...

bleh.... havent been bloggin coz was too busy gaming.... XD so i missed blogging bout intiball and cf drama week... so juz a brief wan here.... intiball was great, lots of excitement and events and presentations which was nt as good as last year bt still i still enjoyed it. the best part was the dresssing up part... hehehhe.... everyone dressed up so properly and we just look fantastic... I enjoyed myself there with soph and all my frenz who went there too... Some of them are leaving already next year so this is a good chance to have a real last prom with them...

Cf drama week was really surprising as I didnt really expect so much participation and talent of cf members.. The amount of people outside cf also shocked me.... It was a great event and I juz muz solute japheth for his hardwork and determination to make this event go on no matter wat.
Me, Alex and David also joined the drama competition and we had a topic of Jonah, tagline "to infinity and beyond" and setting musical and dance... Really weird right to gt this kind of combo?
Bt I dun mind I like dance and singing... The others gt worst such as space setting... Haha.... So most of the time me and Alex practiced the high school musical dance rather than practising the drama.... At 1st our purpose to join is to entertain people.. In the end we gt 3rd place... Im juz happy that everyone laughed and giggled at our performance.

So this week was really hurting to me... To know that Im not playin in Ivan's band for Inti Idol really made me cannot sit quietly... And the thing is nobody wants to talk bout it and I just want to know the truth not the stupid excuses... And also was upset bout other stuff but I just told myself not to get my feelings control me... I must calm down and just study for my upcoming test. At least Im much stronger controlling my feelings and taking in whatever people said to me... Previous happenings had thought me a lot and I just want to thank God for teaching me a lot to go through with this kind of college life.... Im quite ok now coz I heard a lot of comments bout the band that played... I mean nt so good ones.... Luckily I didnt play... XD

Later's captain ball!!!! Looking forward to it... This is my 1st time playing COPA IBA so Im really excited and I just cant wait for the time to pass.... and im gonna play to my very best because this is the 1st and last time he is playin in this tournament and I want to make it a memorable wan... Im suppose to sleep early bt I just cant sleep.. Probably too excited... ^^ Well just dun worry bout me, God will grant me strength wherever I go and whateva I do.... And soph's gonna sleepover her lil bro's house... well I trust her and I hope nothing will happen to her and just pray that she come bck safe and sound... Ill check on her though from time to time to make sure that she is fine... So that's bout it I guess, hope that I will blog bout COPA IBA after I come bck 2moro.... nites!!!!! Ganbateh!!!!

hectic days!!!!

since when I didnt blog r? I think Im suppose to tell bout Intian Nite bt then i was too busy and i couldnt get pictures of it... Im so tired and exhausted right now coz juz finish 3days of heavy activities and plannings.... Well on wed was the street party, thursday was the icsj meeting and 2day we juz finished fellowship lunch...

Street party!!! was it a failure or a success? I dont really know but most importantly we managed to build more fellowship and members are helping together in this event... Bt then I didnt help the whole nite, instead i spent most of the time with soph... we went round buying some food to eat, soph wanted some sausage and she chose spicy flavour? yea kinda... she ate a bit only and she drank the whole cup of banana smoothie.... so funny i cannot stop laughing.... then we went to the amazing maze with a bunch of her classmates.. it was overall nice la we gt lost in the mid.. thr funny thing was soph gt scared by a few ghosts... ^^ Then soph paksa me go dance there... I dun wan dance r!!!!! and I juz dunno why.... @.@ Teman soph to watch champions league final and I almost fell asleep... too tired lo the whole day do a lot of stuff....

ICSJ came too Inti Nilai coz they wanted to hav fellowship with us especially for those who went to the camp... I just want to thank Japheth for worship leading... Its his 1st time and I really appreciate it coz he hav to handle prayer meeting on that day oso.... We saw a video that they did and it was quite memorable to see the camp people once agen.... So much laughter and splitting... It juz cant stop!!! LOL!!!

Fellowship lunch!!! was awesome... there are so many new people who turned out for it... I think the amount of new people was more than the seniors.. so sad... dunno where everyone go...
I worship lead and i forgot some lyrics!! so embarassing... haih... bt then the games was nice and juz thank God everyone take their effort to participate..... Food was also nice.... ^^

Overall this 3 days, I learned a lot especially in planning... I need to prepare early and also seek other people's help... Assign people to help me carry stuffs... mmm... And also thanx soph for supporting me all the way through.. Without u i dun think I can do it....

new cpu!!!!!

weeeeeeeee......... the thing is my old cpu couldnt start... i dunno y bt when i start after reach a certain stage either it will hang or restart. so i thought it was my motherboard problem. Asked from my mum 1K to buy new motherboard, ram, and graphics card. after buying everything it cost me RM890.. quite cheap coz the cost went down.. so after fixing everything still coulndt work. then i found out its my hard disk problem lo.. sien.... bt after tat alex dunno do wat then can de wor... he reformatted the hard disk lo.. wah so siok my new pc.... can play battlefield ady.. haha... so nice the graphic so "lau nua"... weeeeeeeeeee..... so happy lo...

shoot!!!!! shoot!!!!!

loading page for battlefield 2142

on the big robot dunno call wat name... hehe... will find out later...

mmm bt my dota dunno wat problem... so sien.... even the rest of the maps oso same problem... when i move my mouse up it will blink straight to the end top of the page and likewise.... so sien... bt i'll try to figure out later... and tonite i'll b performing in the INTIan nite.. hehe ... will b playin bass for my band and keyboard oso for the UN club to sing... so i'll b goin now to gt ready.. will tell here how is the INTIan nite.. weeeeeeee............

wow........

its been quite a while since i posted my last blog..... been really busy this sem until din hav time to eat oso sumtimes.... how to start telling r? mmm... i'll juz start by telling how taking over ivan's job is like.... its kinda hard coz i dun hav an assistant and i'll b worrying the whole week and keep remembering myself on the things to do..... every week i hav to do so many things... I hav to decide who gets into the band, remind them to come to practise, book music room and bass amp, take cables and mic and much more la.... i'll b very busy and luckily gt ppl help me... and im very thankful of tat...

act i gt a lot more to talk bt i'll tell after the chinese new year break.... coz sumbody wan to play ro and hav to teman play... lol..... i'll juz say bout the valentines yesterday, our cf, act me and jon planned to do sumting special for y'day's cf.... we planned to buy flowers and chocolates for the girls... and guys were suppose to wear formal without the gals even knowing bout it.... soo it did happen except the chocolates because of no money ady i think... haha..... so when the gals were invited in we gave them roses... err... act i didnt gv to anyone... coz i was hoping to gv it to sumone bt she had so many roses tat make me dun wan gv ady... lol.... i straight put bck inside the box.... bt then sud jon tell me to perform the songs tat we had prepared for them... i didnt noe tat i was suppose to perform at the start of the cf.... and oso SOLO.... sien..... simply do la and dun care.... then later the guys join in the singing and wwas totally out of tune... haha... bt it was fun..... hope the gals enjoy it..... so tats bout wat i did tis valentines.... nothing special.. bt more is yt to come.... haha... i'll b patient waiting.....

a memorable holiday..............

2months of holiday.... tat is wat i get after finishing my second sem. actually i didnt expected much for this holiday but i turned out to be one of the best holidays i ever had....

I started by looking for a job around slim river bt couldnt find one.. then my mum asked me to help her write her english books to earn some money... i agreed and started writing... bt, my life wasnt that good..... nite is day and day is nite... my eyes are like so black and I feel like a zombie... My x classmates and teachers started to say that i have slim down and look weak... I agree on that actually, coz I lost my touch in sports and I feel terrible... I fainted once bcoz of gastric....my mum and dad was furious with the way im living my life... then came my results and it wasnt very good... my parents nagged the whole week..... besides, when my frenz ask me where is my gf? I would answer that i dun hav and they say tat im nt jared.... I know that I have been a playboy during highschool and I juz dun hav a gf now bt please dun say that im nt jared.... Im really are the old new jared. all this make me feel terrible and would juz wan to kill myself... I am lonely and loneliness is nt good 4 me as it can affect my daily life especially in sports....

BUT, my holiday did nt end juz like tat, I attended my dyc youth camp expecting to gain something... and I really did.... I found God's love around me and it makes me feel that im nt alone all this while... I have jesus inside my heart and I can speak with him whenever I want to... I learned to take care of my body well and to keep it holy.... nt to sin.... to nt fear to those who can kill ur body bt fear to the one that can DESTROY both body and soul..... I would juz want to thank to all the facilitators esp su theng and joshua johnson to really make me feel who i am again.... thank u to the st peters gang - kelly, kelsey, jojoba, raymond loke, raymond leong, jeremy, kai jee, dibin, and to others especially vanessa and darryl.... u guys really make me feel that i should live the right way to live and playing dota isnt wrong.. hahaha....

the camp was a blast and going home is really a very hard thing to do.... even now i missed most of them.. bt i muz do my responsibilty as a son.... I went bck being a transformed person......relationships with frenz and family bcame much bttr now.... and the most important thing is I gained bck my fitness and ready to jump to any sport anytime.... carolling was even great where i could play guitar and christmas was a blast... I love the ending of my holiday.....

a new semester begins and i hope that everything will go fine in the lords name...... I want to show everyone that i have individually transformed and want to make an impact.... thank u jesus for everything that u have done for me...... Jesus !!! Mighty To Save!!!!!!