i miss my church........

Well..... ya, i miss my church vr much..... after attending nilai gospel chapel, i felt s'thing was missing.... something that fills my heart when i was small, something that make me happy, something that make me feel important for god...

I miss the hymns i use to sing in my old church....
I miss the times where i sit bside the pianist ......
I miss the times where i bring along my Kapok guitar on Sundays....
I miss taking bread and wine.....
I miss my everything.....
I miss my church......

Thank u God for leading me into this church and remembering me that i can worship u anywhere although in a small but spirit filled church....

Thank u God.....

a new beginning......

im bck at inti for quite sometime now.... 2 weeks? and i tell u its so hectic here.... i dun even hav much free time... im having short semester now and everything is like in the double.... even in cf i'm now the asst worhip coordinator, everyday so busy....... planning, decorating and so much to do to prepare for this sem..... Bt wat i like most is college day...... its a day where all the clubs open their stalls to sell their stuffs.... act i dun really know wats the real purpose of having college day... hahahaha.... so icf decided to sell pizza..... Domino's pizza i mean...... we bought 15 large pizzas and gt another 15 for free..... i stand the whole morning at the stall and i tell u its worth it... we manage to sell every piece of pizza.... we also sold garlic bread and pepsi drinks.... wat i learn from this college day is teamwork.... we do everything together gether and the result is the best if have a great team going..... bt after sometime i felt sick of pizzas... hahaha... mayb coz the whole day look at pizza only until want to vomit...

anyway.... during my holidays i went to penang and met jonahtan there.... he brought me to the tarc concert to watch his sifu play..... 1st i thought like macam biasa only... bt go there ady i was a bit impressed by his sifu... lol.... i dun really see ppl in malaysia that can play guitar as good as him..... hehe...... and i see jonathan oso like very siok ady and high liao...... hahahaah.... currently im very happy with my life and whoever i have met.... although its tough life here with my hectic schedule, i think i can do it with God beside me alwayz.........

so bored at home.....

adoi..... im back at home bt so bored.... internet connection so slow... i miss inti now.... hahaha..... juz 2 days only n i cannot tahan.... nvm i can practise dota n go n challenge ppl next year.... n i miss dc++... download so many movies oso i watch finish in 2 days only... so cham... hehe... i wish the holidays will finish fast..... lol....
tat day i went ipoh shopping sud met abang hin loong.... so ngam the world so small can meet there... haha.... dunno wat to write actually... hehe... gtg... bye......

finish sem liao.....

suppose to b goin bck now..... bt since my mum is late so im vbbloggin here.... lol.... juz finish exam juz now n i think i can do it..... although its hard bt i did it slowly..... gt a bit dunno how to do la... hehe...... so im finish packing and left only my computer nt yt pack.... alex went home ady with his parents... so bored waiting...
Overall this semester it was really fun.... I met a lot of new frenz and the best is i met a lot of bananas.... hahah!!!! it really matters to me coz bck my place i have to speak malay to my chinese frens so they would u'stand.... sien..... this sem also i feel blessed with icf bcoz of their splendid activities.... I played drums for the 1st time and it was so fun..... All this while practising drums by imagining it is worth it.... I bought drum sticks and dunno my parents would kill me or not.... haha... Act they have nothing against me if i used my own money.... lol..... The only thing bothering me this sem is girls.... I didnt really hang out with a lot of girls like i use to last time.... and most of all im taking engineering... vr few girls... sien..... lol....
I hope next sem would b bttr and as meaningful as this sem...... Im goin bck to take my RM800 reward for spm!! lol.... so tats all for this sem..... bye inti..... bye everyone.... c ya in 3 weeks time.....

final sems'...... goin to miss you....

although nt long i know you guys but it's been fun having you all around..... You all will be leaving in a few days time and i'm really going to miss you all in inti...... Esp ashley, irwing, joshua, lydia, and others.... you all have given me great spirit to move forward in my life at inti and i hope that you will get good results in the finals... When u leave plz don't forget me and keep praying for me as i will continue another 6 sems here in
inti..... Hope that you will have a successful life and i will definitely pray for you all...... We will meet again some day sometime....... peace..... love ya...

Psalm 51
For the choir editor: A Psalm of David, regarding
the time Nathan the prphet came to him after
David had committed adultery with Bathsheba....

1Have mercy on me, O God,
because of your unfailing love.
Because of your great compassion,
blot out the stain of my sins.

2Wash me clean me from my guilt.
Purify me from my sins.

3For I regconize my shameful deeds-
they haunt me day and night.

4Against you,and you alone, have I sinned;
I have done what is evil in your sight.
You will be proved right in what you say,
and your judgement against me is just.

5For I was born a sinner-
yes, from the moment my mother conceived me.

6But you desire honesty from the heart,
so you can teach me to be wise in my inmost being.

7Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean;
wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.

8Oh, give me back my joy again;
you have broken me-
now let me rejoice.

9Don't keep looking at my sins.
Remove the stain of my guilt.

10Create in me a clean heart, O God.
Renew a right spirit within me.

11Do not banish me from your presence,
and don't take your Holy Spirit from me.

12Restore to me again the joy of your salvation,
and make me willing to obey you.

13Then I will teach your ways to sinners,
and they will return to you.

14Forgive me for shedding blood,
O God, who saves;
then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness.

15Unseal my lips, O Lord,
that I may praise you.

16You would not be pleased with sacrifices,
or I would bring them.
If I brought you a burnt offering,
you would not accept it.

17The sacrifice you want is a broken spirit.
A broken and repentant heart, O God,
you will not despise.

18Look with favor on Zion and help her;
rebuild the walls of Jerusalem.

19Then you will be pleased with worthy sacrifices
and with our whole burnt offerings;
and bulls will again be sacrificed on your altar.


All I want to say from this verse is that I believe Gd loves people no matter what and is always ready to forgive our sin. As long as u pray and confess to Him, he will bless you and definitely you will bear fruits.... peace....

Psalm 51
For the choir editor: A Psalm of David, regarding
the time Nathan the prphet came to him after
David had committed adultery with Bathsheba....

1Have mercy on me, O God,
because of your unfailing love.
Because of your great compassion,
blot out the stain of my sins.

2Wash me clean me from my guilt.
Purify me from my sins.

3For I regconize my shameful deeds-
they haunt me day and night.

4Against you,and you alone, have I sinned;
I have done what is evil in your sight.
You will be proved right in what you say,
and your judgement against me is just.

5For I was born a sinner-
yes, from the moment my mother conceived me.

6But you desire honesty from the heart,
so you can teach me to be wise in my inmost being.

7Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean;
wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.

8Oh, give me back my joy again;
you have broken me-
now let me rejoice.

9Don't keep looking at my sins.
Remove the stain of my guilt.

10Create in me a clean heart, O God.
Renew a right spirit within me.

11Do not banish me from your presence,
and don't take your Holy Spirit from me.

12Restore to me again the joy of your salvation,
and make me willing to obey you.

13Then I will teach your ways to sinners,
and they will return to you.

14Forgive me for shedding blood,
O God, who saves;
then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness.

15Unseal my lips, O Lord,
that I may praise you.

16You would not be pleased with sacrifices,
or I would bring them.
If I brought you a burnt offering,
you would not accept it.

17The sacrifice you want is a broken spirit.
A broken and repentant heart, O God,
you will not despise.

18Look with favor on Zion and help her;
rebuild the walls of Jerusalem.

19Then you will be pleased with worthy sacrifices
and with our whole burnt offerings;
and bulls will again be sacrificed on your altar.


All I want to say from this verse is that I believe Gd loves people no matter what and is always ready to forgive our sin. As long as u pray and confess to Him, he will bless you and definitely you will bear fruits.... peace....

love sick.......

stress...... everyday love sick..... i don't know why....... i am missing a person that is almost part of my life....... i am nt neglecting God or anything in my heart bt i just dun hav the heart here in inti althuogh i hav so much fun here...... exam also so fun and relax until everyday can go cyber n play fifa.... lol..... she is having my heart n will alwayz be......... although i c other girls here bt i dun hav the drive to go after them.... i miss her so much..... and the thing is i feel so sorry for her bcoz of neglecting her n letting her suffer all along when im with with my ex......

I knew i was wrong all along n realize how important she is in my life..... And.... she is nt a christian... I mean a catholic and i don't know whether i'm going at the right path way or nt.... I know its too late and distance is a barrier but i still trust in her and God's will..... I dunno if its time to forget her and move along and never look bck bcoz i noe she has a heart on s'one else.... I'm like making a fool out of myself....

Im studying hard here in inti and suffering...... still gt two more exams to go and i hope tat i can pass with flying colours..... and just one day i hope to meet her again although long or short time... and i'll be the happiest man on earth....... I am happy here in inti bt i feel tat s'times im empty... Bt thank God that i still gt frenz who bring out the craze in me...... n i bcm crazier than ever b4.... one day speak dunno how many kind of languages.... english la hokkien la malay la.... sien...... lol..... hehe...... Hope tat God will bless all my frenz in their exams n daily life.... n me too.... Amen... I'm out.....

what an adventure......

yesterday, i went for the christian rally in icsj..... that's subang jaya..... it was fun and exciting .. but we had problem going bck.... lol..... me and my friends missed the last train back to nilai.... I was so frustrated but there were still hope because there is still a last trip back nilai at 11.07 in kl sentral... So we must gt there before that time.... unfortunately, the train left too..... so we had to take a cab bck to nilai which costs us rm60... lol... it was fun though.... i think itz God's will to make us miss the train..... i can feel that he wants me to gt to know more about my friends and solve problems with them.... esp andy, joan, ashley and jonathan.... thanx 4 the good experience.... i really enjoyed the night with u all.....

Thank God i reached nilai safely.... Now, I have some studying to do.... Not some, bt a lot..... monday and tuesday is my physics and mats test.. followed by chemistry on friday... I need to gt the results to show to my parents that i can do it..... Hope that God will bless me..... As long as i can gt good results, i dun mind sacrificing anything..... O my heavenly Father, please hear my prayer......

1st day bloggin here.... lolz.....

hallooo.... hehe... tis is my 1st time though.... so i juz wan to say hello to my new blog and hope that it will satiesfy me..... xD
im currently in inti college malaysia and so far i had lots of fun.......
with a lot of assignments, test and club activities to njoy at college life.....
i juz hope that i can cope and keep up with my studies although i join and involved in many things..... o God please gv me wisdom........