2months of holiday.... tat is wat i get after finishing my second sem. actually i didnt expected much for this holiday but i turned out to be one of the best holidays i ever had....
I started by looking for a job around slim river bt couldnt find one.. then my mum asked me to help her write her english books to earn some money... i agreed and started writing... bt, my life wasnt that good..... nite is day and day is nite... my eyes are like so black and I feel like a zombie... My x classmates and teachers started to say that i have slim down and look weak... I agree on that actually, coz I lost my touch in sports and I feel terrible... I fainted once bcoz of gastric....my mum and dad was furious with the way im living my life... then came my results and it wasnt very good... my parents nagged the whole week..... besides, when my frenz ask me where is my gf? I would answer that i dun hav and they say tat im nt jared.... I know that I have been a playboy during highschool and I juz dun hav a gf now bt please dun say that im nt jared.... Im really are the old new jared. all this make me feel terrible and would juz wan to kill myself... I am lonely and loneliness is nt good 4 me as it can affect my daily life especially in sports....
BUT, my holiday did nt end juz like tat, I attended my dyc youth camp expecting to gain something... and I really did.... I found God's love around me and it makes me feel that im nt alone all this while... I have jesus inside my heart and I can speak with him whenever I want to... I learned to take care of my body well and to keep it holy.... nt to sin.... to nt fear to those who can kill ur body bt fear to the one that can DESTROY both body and soul..... I would juz want to thank to all the facilitators esp su theng and joshua johnson to really make me feel who i am again.... thank u to the st peters gang - kelly, kelsey, jojoba, raymond loke, raymond leong, jeremy, kai jee, dibin, and to others especially vanessa and darryl.... u guys really make me feel that i should live the right way to live and playing dota isnt wrong.. hahaha....
the camp was a blast and going home is really a very hard thing to do.... even now i missed most of them.. bt i muz do my responsibilty as a son.... I went bck being a transformed person......relationships with frenz and family bcame much bttr now.... and the most important thing is I gained bck my fitness and ready to jump to any sport anytime.... carolling was even great where i could play guitar and christmas was a blast... I love the ending of my holiday.....
a new semester begins and i hope that everything will go fine in the lords name...... I want to show everyone that i have individually transformed and want to make an impact.... thank u jesus for everything that u have done for me...... Jesus !!! Mighty To Save!!!!!!
