A ray of HOPE, flickers in the sky....

A few days before I went camp, while walking back from badminton, I turned into one small lane leading to my house.. And when I looked up at the sky, I smiled. The sky was actually smiling at me.. I quickly took out my phone and took a picture of it... With such joy in my heart, I knew God was trying to tell me something but I dunno what....

My 7th and last DYC camp was definitely a memorable one.... This time it was a little replica as our MAD camp a few years ago bt just tat this time its smaller.. We had many types of workshops such as choir, dance, mime, props and drama... We had to practise for a few days to perform on the last nite called the CHILL concert. Besides all the fun, we also had talks and what I can sum up from the talks is that we have to use our talents fully to glorify our God.

I enjoyed this camp the most especially meeting the people part.. Every year I would go to camp and come back with only a few friends. Bt this time I really met alot and alot of new and old people and I certainly dont want them to go back home... XD

I want to thank most of the people that I met personally and Im just very sorry that I din have the time to say this in real.

Wene June You're just so talented on ur guitar and I want to thank you for being one of my closest friend in camp. Though sumtimes I admit you are quite irritating, XD bt I love and enjoy being your friend. Thank you for spending your time to play and jam with me and once again I love every moment tat i spent with you... cheers!!

Joel Edward You are definitely the youngest all rounder I ever met after our facilitator Matthew which I met a few years ago... you're just so bubbly and very cheerful.. Thanx for listening and sharing with me on our restless nites.. XD really appreciate it and I will keep praying for you bro.. Keep playing your music and may the Lord have his way on you...

I love tis pict, wene june, audrey and me...

Audrey Wong What can I say about you??? LOL... totally the best female drummer and all rounder I have ever met.... I just want to thank you for being there for me as a friend and I really enjoyed your presence in the camp... I will remember the times we performed together and worshipped the Lord together... Thank you once again and the Lord will surely bless you with many good things in future... Rock on!!! drummer chick... XD

Jennifer Chin One word for you... Amazing!! Your hearing is definitely one of the best... You can play the keyboard gracefully and I wouldnt want to miss the chance to serve with you again.. You are just so passionate for God.... Great things await you in future my dear....


Joshua Wong Thanx bro for being there for me when I wanted someone to listen to my jokes... You're definitely the right person.... XD Someday bro we gna make great music together... I promise you... ^^

Top left, Audrey, Jacintha, Joshua, Wene June, btm joel and me...

Chiam Jeffri Dude it has been so many years we went camp together... I really enjoyed your presence and though you sometimes dont want to eat dinner with me ( jk XD ) I really appreciate your talent... May we still continue to keep in touch after this and Im sure God will make a way for you to sail to Australia too.... peace....


BuBuYong wei so many years you still havent change... Still tat same old joker... haha!!! Really happy that you are there every camp to cheer people up... Without you, the camp will definitely be missing sumting... Keep in touch...


Joshua Johnson Oh well it would b our last camp now bro... I started camp and ended camp together with you... Hope that we will stay in touch and no matter what I will alwayz remember you wherever I go.... bump into each other again in ktm next time??? XD


If others I dont remember you please please tell me so that I can write up something for you okay???



My facilitator asked us to draw on a piece of paper a before the camp picture and after the camp.. I drew this =S for the before and a this =) for after.. What was I trying to say that before the camp, I felt insecure, scared and afraid... I havent been worshipping in a youth group since january, never worship lead with a band for quite sumtime after graduating and really slack of with the word of God.. I was thinking that it was the end of me having a band that really can put up a good worship.. My church now dont even have a group of youth.. its now only me and my bro... So hopes are nt really that high beforehand...

When i attended camp, I was really amazed with the people that I met... Wene June, Joel, Audrey you guys really gave me hope, gave me strength, gave me wisdom and trust to be able to be the same kind of person I used to be... I really want to thank you guys again for playing the instruments for me when i worship lead and it really is meaningful to me.... God really sent you guys to this camp for a great reason and Im glad to be part of you guys.....

A ray of hope, flickers in the sky.... God was telling me that there is still hope... Go boy and serve and praise my name and He smiled... Yes Lord, I knw that You have Your ways and Im laying my hands on You Father... Lead the way and I will praise Your name forever....

You're 18!!!

Well I went back college last week after I had my Ielts exam on Saturday.... Soph's birthday was on the Sunday and I managed to celebrate with her and Wilson... Bought something for Soph which I wouldnt prefer telling... XD depends whether she tells it out or nt in her blog... So here are some pictures of her birthday party....

Birthday cake`~~~

                                                                

Wilson and Soph

LOL!!! So this was her 18th birthday party... She had a few though.. XD Im just glad that she is growing older and mature more... You're even legal to watch PG18 shows!! eventhough we knw you alwayz do... XD I hope that i can celebrate with you in all your other birthdays, mayb not next year.. hehehe.. If i have the chance i definitely will... And i hope this 18th birthday had been a memorable one for you... and for me... hehehe..

All this reminds me of my 18th birthday 2 years ago... I didnt expect to celebrate my birthday because back home i dont really celebrate it with my friends... And I was surprised by Jon and gang with a simple banana cake... which I still remember until now and how precious are my college friends...

So, a little update bout me, next february ill b flying off to Australia.. And confirmed going to University of Adelaide doing Mechanical Engineering for 2 years... I told Jonathan bout this and he felt jealous... ^^ coz most of the 'kaki's are still there.... Well this Thursday is my graduation for my diploma.... Will be paying the deposit for AU before graduation... Then Im going to stay overnite in Inti and then the next day following Soph to Brunei for 1 WHOLE WEEK!!! WOOHOO!!! so thats bout it... xixi

No More A Playboy~~~

Õnce upon a time there was a guy who could nt really speak chinese well... or even understand chinese.. He was studying in a malay primary school and he was the only chinese in the whole school. 

When he went to secondary school, it was a mix school. He was thrilled and excited to see so many chinese girls!! He was even more happy to have chinese classmates... So when he was in Form 1, he dated his 1st gf which then lasted a few months..

He went to Form 2 and he gt another gf which only lasted 3 days.. So now he had 2 xgfs...

He went to Form 3 and he gt another gf and it lasted for a few months.. The girl broke up with him and now he had 3 xgfs...

He went to Form 4 and he gt his 1st non-christian gf and he was quite happy... Bt later it ended and tat was his 4th xgf..

In his final year in secondary school he met this fantastic girl and it only lasted a few weeks... Now he had 5 xgfs....

Now he was nicknamed 'playboy' bcoz of his famous ends with girls. Suddenly most of his chinese friends, including his best friends started to boycott him.. Finally he had nt much chinese friends at all at the end of secondary school...

The following year he went to national service and ended up courting a girl.. He promised the girl that he will be with the girl even when the national service finishes and will alwayz b with her forever... Bt words wont count until u do it.. They lasted a few months and he broke up with her bcoz he felt that this girl is more and more bcoming like his own mother.... So now he had 6xgfs..

He sort of went into a depression mode and hoped that he could return back time and start over.. He decided to go 1 year without having any gfs so that he could have a new start after that... He went through the whole 1 year with a lot of temptations.. Many many girls in college started to appear in front of him bt he managed to resist...

After almost a year, came lucky number 7... This girl was special to him... Sporty, cute, funny and just is special to him... He dated this girl and promises to be with this girl forever... Until now, it has already 1 year +++ and they are still going strong... He loved her with all her heart and would nt let her go....

BUT, when he was young, he met a different girl which he end up being her brother... He pictured her as his dream type of girl when she grows older.. So when he came back to his hometown, he met back with this girl and she turn out to be the perfect dream girl he had ever wanted... He became close with her again and there was a chance for him to leave his gf and ask her to leave her bf and gt together... If he was the same kind of person he was 4 or 5 years ago, he would be considering this.. BUT!!! He is a different kind of person now, would never ever think of having another relationship or watsoever with others bt only with his beloved gf... He remembered wat he promised and he still loves her lucky number 7 gf... And will always love her, will marry her, will have kids with her and will have a very happy life together... He is now no more a playboy.....

15 minutes before class~~

hahaa i wanted to write sumting in my blog bt just forgot... bleh.... anyway im just 15 minutes b4 my class and im surfing the net here in school.... my 2nd last day teaching as a guru ganti... i will blog everything, all my experience on Friday coz im free.... XD

soooo, i thiink i should b off to my class to teach.... had a great time in school meeting my old old frenz which i din contact for like 3 years.... im glad tat day still remembered me... ^^
form 3 having pmr next week so have to really push them till the end this week...
im out.... xixi

Perseverance....

well its been a while though... I decided to write again because ive read so many other bloggers and I just want to say sumting on what i feel what happened this few days...

This few days was really tough for someone trying to maintain a relationship with another person while 3rd party appears. Though we do not knw who is the 3rd party.... Or is there any??? I wouldnt care to think about this kind of stuff but I remember most of my friends experience this kind of things in life. As a matter of fact, I do experience it too...
What I realise is that the person who observe lyk me in this situation is somehow different from you experience it yourself.. and we tend to gossip about it with other friends and laugh bout it.. Or even just gv assumpstions without evidence.. And we dont knw the real story bhind the curtains... Though we enjoy watching this kind of drama... ^^

Maintaining my own relationship is another hard part... One year is definitely a short but memorable time... Sometimes when your partner just behave badly towards you or makes you feel ashame in front of everyone else, you just have to "muka tembok" a little bit and pretend that nothing happens. If for example we lose patience and temper, I dont think I can reach this one year of relationship. This one year has taught me alot about patience and trying to read our partner's movements. When she is happy then you can be a little bit lyk monkeys... If not, you better watch out and try not to say anything wrong or she'll yell at you without any reason.

So this week is full of love troubles among people and Im just hoping that everything goes well and nothing bad is going to happen especially to our friendships. We have developed good friendship and unity among us which we have been seeking for so long and I just dont want to break it.... LOVE is definitely pain but its your perseverance~~~~